phew

My heart is still racing from the shock :( Trying to catch my breath. Haha. I thought I haven’t sent the online application for nus admission. A while ago I couldn’t log in to the website, and the reason they said was either I’ve keyed in an invalid password, or I haven’t accepted nus’s offer… I was certain that the password was correct, but I can’t remember if I accepted online.

Then I continue reading and I got more nervous when they stated that no late applications would be entertained! Or I could enrol in the following semester, which is in Jan next year. As I rapidly scanned the website searching desperately for a glimpse of hope, (maybe there was a ‘late application’ for people like me) in my mind I began to think that I would call the office tomorrow, or go to nus, what I would do until Jan if I cant enrol next month, and how I would get an earful from my dad :( my brain hasn’t worked so fast for a long time, haha.

Eventually I realised that I hadn’t turned on the caps lock. The password was case sensitive. Haha. Phew. That wasn’t pleasant at all. My heart rate has returned to normal.

Today I was in the shower when a short circuit, which led to a blackout, happened. First of all, it was completely dark, obviously. I open my palms in front of my face but couldn’t see a single thing. I looked around, blinked a bit and tired to opened my eyes bigger, but still the same, complete blackness, never ending darkness. Then I imagined that I was blind, and merely a few seconds later the thought became frightening. My eyes were wide opened, but all I see is black. Secondly, when my vision was ‘lost’, my hearing became more acute. I noticed for the first time how the various sounds of shampooing my head are like. If I could produce sonar like a bat…

Speaking of which, a bat flew into my house last night. From the corner of my eye I caught something black fly horizontally into a room. My sis and I stared at each other and said simultaneously, 什么来的？As always, we informed our dad when unfamiliar things crop up but he didn’t say much. “如果它在我们的房间生蛋怎么办？” We thought. Well the thing is bats don’t lay eggs, but when in panic mode, we don’t normally think straight. Luckily it flew away very quickly the same route it came in, unlike birds which cant remember the way out or crash into walls.

Was supposed to meet with Joshua laoshi and a few guys for dinner and movie a few hours ago but I’m not feeling well :( Had been rotting on the bed for the whole day :( Would have continued rotting but I’m feeling better after taking some medicine. Oh man… there’s no prison break tonight. Think they postponed the show to slot in this program for MJ.

I’ll be going for an orientation camp organised by campus crusade next week :)