When

Will my family know You? When will they see that You are the true living God? I am disturbed by the things they say, and I see how foolish I was too before knowing You.

Why do they worship the world like it’s slave? Why do they go after things that will not last? What can they bring along with them after this physical life has ended? Why don’t they experience You in the midst of everything? Why are they living blindly even though You gave them life? Don’t they see You in control? Or are they afraid to submit to You? Why can’t they tell that the things they do and say are contradictory?

Father, why am I here? I become frustrated sometimes by their response which seems ridiculous. But wasn’t I like that before? Not a day passes that I’m not afraid of meeting You, not knowing how to answer for my family’s indendence from You.

Am I a hindrance to their salvation? Every week I attend church, but do they see the cross of Your Son or my old self?

2006年我认识了你。2008年我学会了顺服你，但还不完全。求主怜悯我，加添我力量，恩上加恩。引导我、察验我，就像基督如何顺服你的旨意。